it is the most awful and selfish feeling.. but i cant stop myself from feeling it.
i’ve been single for so long.. and so has my best friend..i guess i just take it for granted that we’ve always been single together..
now there’s a chance that she’s no longer single.. and i feel.. well not jealous.. but.. well yeah, i guess at the end of the day it is jealousy.. just not in the strictest sense..
i just feel down… coz if she has somebody.. she wont have time for me anymore.. and instead of being alone, with her as my friend.. i’ll just be alone.
its so selfish.. i know. which is why i cant say anything.. and when she does finally tell me whats going on in her life, i’ll be happy for her, and supportive.. coz thats what a best friend does.
*sigh*
Every assignment finished.. Every day worked at the shit hole.. It’s just one step closer to the day that changes my life. Positive thinking.. Mum has been asking me for weeks - can you light at the end of the tunnel yet?
Yep, pretty sure I see it now. And the best thing is, is that I’m turning it on myself.
Bring it on.
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catversushuman:
It’s especially unsettling when they watch you clean their box.
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Just a little FYI, my friends Renee and Kenny run a super cute bookstore in Singapore called Books Actually. They now carry the Cat Vs Human books! And every Wednesday they have an event with Cat Welfare Society. The first session starts on May 30 at 7:30 pm.

Find the kitty in the pic :)
(Source: catversushuman.com)
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there’s a side to me that no one will ever truly know…. not even you guys here on tumblr..
You know when something happens in your life, and theres always one person you want to tell more than anyone?
Well yeah.. There is this major life changing event looming in my horizon.. And I’ve been wanting to tell you for months.. But somehow we just never find the time to talk anymore..
Are you listening now?
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how is it, that its perfectly acceptable for these 2 to kiss on screen.. but not Kurt and Blaine? i dont get it..
(Source: sapoirecreations)
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Avoiding an entire half of campus because you suddenly realised yesterday that your abusive ex boyfriends family business has won the tender to build the new building.. ?
Fuck life.
I can’t really believe that he still has This effect on me.. But as soon as I saw the signs yesterday… Ugh. Past.. Get out of my present. Now.
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“Suddenly, it was as if the roar of the crowd, the echo of the final buzzer, the cheers of my teammates were all sounding from a thousand miles away. And what remained in that bizarre muffled silence was only Peyton. The girl who’s art and passion and beauty had changed my life. In that moment my triumph was not a state championship but simple clarity; the realization that we had always been meant for each other and every instinct to the contrary had simply been a denial of the following truth: I was now, and would always be - in love with Peyton Sawyer.”
(Source: drowningouttheglow)
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supernaturalis:
For in dreams, we enter a world that’s entirely out own.
ok.. so i might have been trawling through tumblr for alan rickman tags..
but this quote? epic tattoo option..
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crossbowsandwalkers:
221tea:
khaoskomix:
What the Fuck ever brownies
1 splash of baking powder
Enough flour to make as much cake as you want
Last of a tin of coco powder
Find some almonds? Yeah chop them up and throw them in
Some sugar, about half of the amount of flour.
Mix it in a bowl.
Melt that bit of butter you have left in the fridge. Pour it in.
Add eggs. Drop one on the cooker. Desperately try to scoop it up. Egg on hands. Despair. Add like 3 eggs.
Find a can of condensed milk in the cupboard. Add it slowly, stirring until thick batter is made.
Chop up a bar of chocolate. Chuck it in.
Find some super old mini marshmellows. Eat one. Still good, add them in.
Put some grease proof paper in to a tray. Attempt to fold it neatly. Fail.
Throw batter in. Realise pan is too big, pick up paper and float brownie batter to smaller tray.
Smear batter as flat as possible. Batter way to thick but too late now.
Pour some more condensed milk on top to try to counter batter thickness.
Put it in oven, set to about 160 oC because your oven incenerates all in it’s path.
Cook some pork underneath it because brownies are not dinner. Consider the possibility of pork brownies.
When it smells good take it out the oven and poke it with a chop stick. Not done, put it back and force self to wait.
Take out when done, attempt to eat lava brownie. Fail. Slink away with proper food and wait for them to cool.
Eat 3, declare success. Smear nutella on top because top is ugly.
Take picture, post recipe to internet. Act smug.
Eat brownies.
this is literally the best recipe i have ever read in my life

I was convinced about this recipe until the addition of nutella..i cant stand nutella!
(via theinvisibilitycloak)
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